Rest In Peace.

it's hard to believe that one of the world's greatest in gone. it really saddens me. words can't explain how i see, writing this is very hard. i grew up listening to him, he is one of the main reasons why i am pursuing a music career. my entire family was loved my michael jackson. it's like after his case with the whole child molestation, his fans still supported him. so laughed and didn't care. the music industry will forever be changed, it will never be the same. it kinda feels like the world is coming to an end. right now, i am currently listening to michael. it's really hard. but i know that michael jackson, will forever be in our hearts and souls. i know for a fact that singers like ne-yo, chris brown, even rappers such a ludacris will feel heartbroken. it's amazing how one person can have a huge effect on many. i remember trying to do the moon walk in sock when i was 10. i couldn't do it at all, but i thought it was cool cause michael could do it. i'm 15 years old now and i still can't do it for nothing in this world. i really don't have anything to say. i'm still in total utter shock. but michael with forever be in me, and my music. =)

leaving with a youtube video.

Friends Blog;*

Justice: you make my day. you are so funny and sweet and just amazing.
this may sound stupid, but i think you see something else inside me
that nobody else have. && that is i guess awesome. i still think you
can find better than me. it's never to late to change your mind.


Darilyn: it really sucks that you moving in a month. we have to talk more.
it's kinda weird in a way, we dated the same boy. oh rdc. he gets around alot. i guess. maybe we can hang sometime before you move. btw, your really pretty. [no homo] =)


Swiss: you live right next door kinda. i can walk to you house in like
30 seconds. haha it's summer we can hang and do crazy stuff like we
always do. haha. i love you kidd. you like my white baby boy. =p


Muhammad: bestfriend. i miss you already. ima have to come visit
you at work. and we have to chill sometime this summer. so you better
make forth the effort, cause i might forget. haha. your amazing momo.
i love you. =)


Reggie: i guess me and you have went through hell together. we have
hated each other, loved each other. dated i don't know how many fucking times. but it was amazing in a way. what can i say, your just well awesome. haha. and this is gonna sound so fucking lame, but i'm still here if you ever need me.


CJ: when are you gonna come back over my house. bestfriend, it's summer
we can stay out all night at the loading dock, eating our ghetto meals.
watching, being bad kids. haha. we can go to pizza hut and superfresh.
and buy minute maid juice. aww sounds so amazing. =)


Eliza: two word, amazing girl. =)



Asha: you seriously need to hurry up and come back over.
i miss you like crazy, i have so much stuff to tell you.
awwww, i love you so much asha. omg, ima pierce my nose.
i'm nervous, but so excited. i love you. hurry and come over. =)



Ashley: your offically a freshman now. ima see you at howard love.
i know where your house is, and you better come swimming with me.
i love you ash. my little freshie. =)


LeQhuon: little brother, i love you. you insane. but i know it's
not your fault, i blame it all one our mother. =)


Lexus: i love you, there are you happy now.



Rajeev: i simply love you. do you know how funny you are to me.
you are so fun to be around, it's like so fun. haha. we are deff hanging out
this summer. =)



Kristi: how could i forget you, you ass. haha. hurry up and get a car.
you already snow what's gonna happen. i love you and miss you already.

I WILL BE ADDING MORE SOON, =)

Chasing Drake;*

He doesn't have a video of his own in rotation. He's never even made a studio album. But make no mistake: rapper Drake is one of the most anticipated guests at tonight's MuchMusic Video Awards.

"The red carpet is going to be bananas," said MuchMusic VJ Devon Soltendieck of Toronto-born Aubrey Graham's first local appearance since his sold-out show at Sound Academy last month.

Since his third mixtape So Far Gone was released in February, Drake (aka Drizzy) – who starred for eight seasons as paraplegic Jimmy Brooks on Degrassi: The Next Generation – has slowly become rap's hottest property.

"Hip hop has been hungry for its next big star," said New York-based Elliot Wilson, founder and CEO of RapRadar.com. "(Early in the year) people were talking about Asher Roth, Kid Cudi and Wale, and no one put Drake in. But by April, it was all about Drake."

And it's been more about Drake since his storied May 26 performance at Manhattan's hip S.O.B.'s club, which was jammed with about 300 tastemakers, celebrities, journalists and record executives, such as Warner Music boss Lyor Cohen.

Each day seems to yield new chatter about the 22-year-old, who is working on his debut album for a fall release but remains unsigned despite being wooed by major American record labels. He says it himself on top track "Best I Ever Had": "Buzz so big I could probably sell a blank disc."

In just the past two weeks:

June 6: Drake's managers say they plan to sue Canadian Money Entertainment for selling an unauthorized album, The Girls Love Drake, which features selections from So Far Gone.

June 7: His unscheduled cameo at Hot 97 FM's annual summer concert at Giants Stadium is thunderously received. It's considered an anointing by the Big Apple's hip-hop cognoscenti.

June 10: At the Black Eyed Peas' CD release party in NYC, Drake is photographed with singer Rihanna, fuelling rumours that they're an item. He has said they are friends, collaborating on her next album.

June 14: Kanye West directs the video for Drake's "Best I Ever Had." Jay-Z and Common are spotted on the New York set.

June 15: It's announced that Drake is going back on tour with Lil Wayne (the pair hit the Molson Amphitheatre Aug. 4), and will appear on the lead single for Jay-Z's forthcoming album. The same day, he performs on The Tonight Show alongside Jamie Foxx.

June 16: Complex magazine nominates So Far Gone the third best album so far of 2009.

June 18: Drake is named as an MMVA presenter.

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Imperfection;*

have you ever had the need to feel perfect?
like you wasn't happy within yourself?
like you had to look this way or act this way?
like you wasn't pretty.
like you were too fat.
too skinny?
being something you not is consider fake.
like plastic.
you don't need to be a supermodel.
just be who you are.
if people don't like you for you.
they must not be happy with their own self.
being perfect isn't everything.
knowing where you stand in the world is.
stereotypes play a huge part in that.
if your a blonde, does that make you stupid.
if your a cheerleader, does that make you a slut.
if your an asian, you must be smart.
if your black, you must carry a gun.
if you were skinny jeans and black makeup.
your automatically emo.
if you were hollister you are a prep.
i don't understand this world today.

seriously, STOP
trying to fit in, just be yourself.
nobody is perfect.

Stuck;* [Poem]

i'm stuck in a dream.
and your my prince
i would be you princess.

this would be a fairytale.
and we would have a happy ending.

but this is reality.
i'm not your princess.
and your not my prince.

and we never have a happy ending



Written By: LaPriya [Me]
PLEASE DON'T STEAL.

Hush Hush

Hush Hush By The Pussycat Dolls.

Look Inside My Mind;*

lately, i have been busy. with school and finals. i have to go to summer school for english. ew, i know. lately, my bestfriend has been really happy with her new boyfriend. and i am really happy for her, but it have got me thinking that maybe i miss my ex-boyfriend. maybe because i have been talking to a new guy and he seems to good to be true. i hate starting over with boys because i get to comfortable with my old ones. i think that i'm scared of getting hurt, and to stay from getting hurt i don't let love in when it knocks. love is my weakness, but somehow it is making me stronger in a sense. love is a whole world that i tend to explore, it means everything to me. and when you say you love someone and you mean it then they take it away. there is nothing left then to just sit in your misery. maybe the misery will make or break you. but anyways the friends have been nothing but wonderful, family is amazing. school is almost over. even thought i'm stuck in one place, my mine will forever be so far gone.

Inspired by: rdc, kristen && her boyfriend. :D
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June Update: #1

School is ending, I have been busy with studying for finals. Been trying to keep up in this busy but amazing world of music. Lakers won the finals. Drake shot is music video for "Best I Ever Had" the director was no other but the amazing Kanye West. Soulja Boy was caught smoking some kush on camera. (picture above) Back to Drake, apparently the rapper is seeing Rihanna. (picture above) i wanna know what you guys think cause, in my mind Drake belongs to me. Lol. Drake, Lil' Wayne, Young Jeezy, Jay-Z && Soulja Boy are going on tour. Usher is getting a divorce. Lady GaGa, is awesome but never wears pants. Lil' Twist is the cutest boy ever, my favorite person to follow on twitter. haha. So much gossip, so little time for me to keep up. Will keep you posted as soon as i can.





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Everytime I Walk In My Room...

Okay, So Today I Stayed Home From School. I Had Cramps && Backpains. I Couldn't Sleep At All. So I Turned On My Radio. && When I Did "Best I Ever Had" Was On. I Live In Maryland, And The Radio Station I Was Listening To Was WPGC 95.5, The DJ Was Doing A Segment On No Other Than Mr. Aubrey "Drake" Graham. He Was Saying How Drake Is Taking Over And Thinks Drake Can Help Other Artsist Step Their Game Up. I Was There Screaming My Head Off. Then The DJ Played "A Night Off" Featuring Lloyd. I Was Like Wow. I Can't Believe This. But Anyways, Everytime I Left My Room For Awhile, Either Every Girl, Best I Ever Had Or A Night Off Was On. Super Weird, But I Loved It. :D

PS: I Was So Watching Degrassi This Morning.

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